12-12-12 The most important day all year. I lost my father yesterday night and though it has only been a day, I feel as if my heart has been ripped to shreds and my mind cannot piece any sort of sense. I feel pain, sadness, grief and many other emotions. I don’t understand what I feel, all I know it that I loved this man and not a day will go by without him in my thoughts. We’ll be together one day and I truly believe he is in paradise, out of the pain and suffering he had to endure his last few years.